From nobody Wed Nov 29 06:37:20 2023 X-Original-To: freebsd-announce@mlmmj.nyi.freebsd.org Received: from mx1.freebsd.org (mx1.freebsd.org [IPv6:2610:1c1:1:606c::19:1]) by mlmmj.nyi.freebsd.org (Postfix) with ESMTP id 4Sg8kt3nhtz52C59 for ; Wed, 29 Nov 2023 06:37:26 +0000 (UTC) (envelope-from gjb@freebsd.org) Received: from mail0.glenbarber.us (mail0.glenbarber.us [IPv6:2607:fc50:1:2300:1001:1001:1001:face]) (using TLSv1.2 with cipher ECDHE-RSA-AES256-GCM-SHA384 (256/256 bits)) (Client CN "mail0.glenbarber.us", Issuer "Gandi Standard SSL CA 2" (not verified)) by mx1.freebsd.org (Postfix) with ESMTPS id 4Sg8ks1f7sz3BnK; Wed, 29 Nov 2023 06:37:25 +0000 (UTC) (envelope-from gjb@freebsd.org) Authentication-Results: mx1.freebsd.org; dkim=none; spf=softfail (mx1.freebsd.org: 2607:fc50:1:2300:1001:1001:1001:face is neither permitted nor denied by domain of gjb@freebsd.org) smtp.mailfrom=gjb@freebsd.org; dmarc=none Received: from nucleus.glenbarber.us (50.29.233.174.res-cmts.swb2.ptd.net [50.29.233.174]) (using TLSv1 with cipher ECDHE-RSA-AES256-SHA (256/256 bits)) (Client did not present a certificate) (Authenticated sender: gjb) by mail0.glenbarber.us (Postfix) with ESMTPSA id 30EAB16A93; Wed, 29 Nov 2023 06:37:22 +0000 (UTC) DKIM-Filter: OpenDKIM Filter v2.10.3 mail0.glenbarber.us 30EAB16A93 Date: Wed, 29 Nov 2023 06:37:20 +0000 From: Glen Barber To: freebsd-announce@freebsd.org Subject: PSA: My Scarlet Letter Message-ID: <20231129063635.GB23500@FreeBSD.org> List-Id: Project Announcements [moderated] List-Archive: https://lists.freebsd.org/archives/freebsd-announce List-Help: List-Post: List-Subscribe: List-Unsubscribe: Sender: owner-freebsd-announce@freebsd.org X-BeenThere: freebsd-announce@freebsd.org MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset=us-ascii Content-Disposition: inline X-Spamd-Result: default: False [0.20 / 15.00]; INTRODUCTION(2.00)[]; NEURAL_HAM_MEDIUM(-0.95)[-0.949]; NEURAL_HAM_SHORT(-0.88)[-0.882]; NEURAL_SPAM_LONG(0.13)[0.129]; MIME_GOOD(-0.10)[text/plain]; MLMMJ_DEST(0.00)[freebsd-announce@freebsd.org]; RCVD_COUNT_ONE(0.00)[1]; FROM_EQ_ENVFROM(0.00)[]; ASN(0.00)[asn:36236, ipnet:2607:fc50::/36, country:US]; R_DKIM_NA(0.00)[]; MIME_TRACE(0.00)[0:+]; RCVD_TLS_ALL(0.00)[]; RCVD_VIA_SMTP_AUTH(0.00)[]; R_SPF_SOFTFAIL(0.00)[~all]; FROM_HAS_DN(0.00)[]; FREEFALL_USER(0.00)[gjb]; ARC_NA(0.00)[]; RCPT_COUNT_ONE(0.00)[1]; TO_MATCH_ENVRCPT_ALL(0.00)[]; TO_DN_NONE(0.00)[]; MID_RHS_MATCH_FROM(0.00)[]; DMARC_NA(0.00)[freebsd.org]; TO_DOM_EQ_FROM_DOM(0.00)[] X-Rspamd-Queue-Id: 4Sg8ks1f7sz3BnK X-Spamd-Bar: / -----BEGIN PGP SIGNED MESSAGE----- Hash: SHA256 Note: I have not read emails or other correspondence since 11/18/2023, and will not do so until next week, at the earliest. My name is Glen, and I am an alcoholic. This is my scarlet letter. After having been severely concerned about several things in my personal life, I tried to take a step back and regain my composure, but failed. On 11/18/2023, I drank 3 bottles of wine with about 45 Xanax. The intent here was quite clear. I attempted to commit suicide. I ended up in an insane asylum, for a bit over the past week or so. I have recently been toxic to the Project, and cannot allow such behavior to continue to affect the Project I love. I need to leave. As of this writing, gjb@ is dead. May he rest in peace. Please, if you or are loved one are experiencing a crisis, please use your local or national resources to seek help on suicide prevention, substance abuse, alcohol abuse, and mental disorders. Glen -----BEGIN PGP SIGNATURE----- iQIzBAEBCAAdFiEEjRJAPC5sqwhs9k2jAxRYpUeP4pMFAmVm2j4ACgkQAxRYpUeP 4pPaiA//a5Jbv5ibcj9ixCaHnwsi3GOaTV9L42IJh94nCjxtAsdLyQXtf1lOh2na 2cNWPAX/5mQZfoBiGRwTDO8inp/Von0iIZrForksZjChNISPReEbzoWSIoo1xHTh n86sRWHDX8AMUZmgKD6Y3tlHKGZdBh5/Ywb82a1w/1eaTDzgoLNPh/HjXrZb02kf lD9qhEKy2hmuy8vBxh5REYsBAL++0JvSFekw1eifVplHNvV3f6TZIPajFGX5cFKm fl11UGuf9CkfPtnjiANUALsH1eGZB6XmQij58MGKfXe96zZn7k43z8ed4EUlqXth LlIuTBPeRaGa4bq29F1diuYnSpetUuf0zCczskyHaZPAUzHDq+tat7xnoGJCOY1F Yai2KUzd/Aa9e/ygA8zxJ7gy3fqFpJKiLlXD07eVMPc7OuTU2OaxijpSnPzX5gpk 3ZJ6p2KWFrLnjvNYynqULUpmZYgeixZQMBNn2CeskhxR9+K1eP7v0YOcWLA1Xdsr yRqp+17sPQM0d9zDgSj9XO1v0e3DAvuwjUPJ1SjhqsEtrnJ5K7ZBhQ8RUosEUoJG mQyF6hQsboOoTw5Js7rKB3+qcWe7o/psO0a0ImTNxkj7L8L7SvLi7SOuWpR9NIDe P6YgQ5KDCzi9W9KuaKMiC8sxZyd6YvZKNsrnuCzQzZpTifjcg6I= =+Tgz -----END PGP SIGNATURE-----